MAYBE IT'S JUST ME

Maybe it's  just me
Maybe I am the luck of the draw
all the time
Maybe it's just me
Maybe I can not get it right
even when I try to get it wrong
Maybe its just me
standing in the shadows looking for the light
like the moon in the sky on a dark city night
It never compares to the country view
Maybe it's just me.  Maybe I don't see the positive
when it's dancing around
or the negative when it stares me right in the eye.
Maybe it's just me...The big city girl with a small city heart
lost in an intersection of offramps that go nowhere but back to the highway
Maybe it's just me
sometimes I see it my way and no other way at all
and sometimes think i can't possibly be right
with no in between
Maybe it's just me ..too simple when really it should be complex
Too far up when really its underground
confused in the sentences that roll through my mind
on any given moment...sometimes.
Maybe it's just me
the music in the silence
the sound thats sometimes loud
even when you are whispering
about me...when it can't possibly be me you are talking about
but maybe that's just me
Over analyzing the situation when there's nothing really to talk about
When everything needs to be said with no words at all.
The girl who sees the picture
when the negative is clearly exposed
and there's nothing to develop
but it's a beautiful scene
with much ugliness..
Just me....Trying to figure out life
when ultimately it ends and you never know when
or why or how cause you aren't around..You are gone
but still here in everyones heart
Maybe it's just me
A free thinker about God or no God cause really it seems ridiculous
but hey everyone has their opinions right? So let em believe it
or challenge it...if you are like me....You wouldn't care
because maybe no one matters but me and you.....